Saturday, December 03, 2005

Lazy week that was

This is one sluggish week.I did not feel like working so I made every excuse I can think of so to avoid taking in toxic calls.
This is how lazy boy worked this week.
When I went to work last monday,I was really sleepy so I slept the whole shift.hehe.I slept while the customer was on hold,I slept while on break, I slept when there was no call.I slept big time like I never sleep for ages.I have been caught a lot of times but good thing I am good in making alibis.
On Tuesday,though I know I can still work I complained about my sore throat and "fever" then went to the company's clinic to avail of medicine.Good thing that the nurse was also lazy enough that she never bother to check my temperature.I just told her she need to sign up a form so I will be allowed to go on undertime.And I was surprised, with no questions asked, she signed up the form.So I went home after answering three sup calls.Then I slept again.
On Wednesday night,I went out to meet some college friends at Glorietta so I think somehow that changed my mood.I went to work,loaded myself with extra joss and took in calls.
By thursday, I woke up late like 30 minutes before my shift.Then I just decided I wont go to work.I sleep till 11 in the morning then went home to Bulacan.
On Friday, I went on a vacation leave.And saturday and sunday will be my restdays.Saya.Buhay ng tamad.I really have no idea why I started to feel like this.But I am certain that it just take one strong motivation so I will feel productive again.That motivation I guess can be a person (well I am still ranting about my lovelife)or some big changes, because everything gets boring already.
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I did mention above that we had sort of college mini reunion last wednesday.I went out with my girlfriends at Super Bowl Glorrieta 4.Hehe.They are actually my groupmates for most of the group projects I had during my last year in college.
I was the only guy in the group so it was really difficult dealing with them but I guess conflicts happens to any group not just us.Considering that the last yr is really the most crucial and difficult stage of college life.And despite all the trouble,thank God we graduated.
On this reunion we have,we ate like there's no tomorrow(the food in Superbowl were good), reminisced our college life, realizing that despite the pressure still we all miss going to school , a little chit chat on what's going on with the life of this and that classmate and updating each other's lives and planning of the next reunion.But then, since some of us are on night shift and still have to work, we parted ways shortly before midnight.Although the time is really short, it was really fun seeing them again.Really I had a good time which I needed since I am starting to get sick of my job.
To Diesel, Grace, Claire, Joan, Evelyn and Cecil I am so glad seeing u guys again after two years.There's a lot of changes but I am so happy that our friendship remains intact despite not seeing one another for so long.Hope we will have a get together again real soon..
PLM Gusaling Villegas stairs
3 years ago...
See the date?November 26 2002
Super Bowl Glorrieta 4 November 30, 2005

Happy Anniversary Batch 16

November 29th marked my one year anniversary on this company I am working with.There's no celebration or anything, I just greeted some of my batchmates and told them "I am so happy we survived."hehe.I know I am not the only one who complain every now and then how company politics is so rampant,why we are not compensated enough, why our salary rates is lower as compared to other call centers yada yada yada but I was really happy that despite all the whining I stayed and reached my one year.I know I said this a lot of times already but what really makes it difficult for me to resign is that I dont wanna leave the people, most especially my friends.I have no idea how long will I have to stay but definitely if that time comes it will be really painful since I have been with three call centers but this is the only one that I found a family, a home that I can called.Eww,I am getting mushy again.
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Batch 16B Bahay ni juan, somewhere in Pasig
December 2004

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Para sa palaboy

Thanks for inspiring me to write a poem again.

Para sa palaboy
(Walang maisip na pamagat)

Sana ay nakilala ka isang tag-araw
Sa isang panahong puso mo'y puno pa ng sigla
magmahal

Kung kailan batid pa ng damdamin
kung paano ang magtiwala
kung paano magparaya

Sa ilalim ng malawak na langit
At liwanag ng haring araw
Sa iyo ako ay lalalapit at mangungusap
Buhay mo ay hindi na malulumbay at papanglaw.

Sana ay nakilala ka pagkatapos ng mahabang
tag-araw
Kung kailan hindi matingkad ang liwanag ng langit
At ang araw ay nagtatago sa likod ng mga ulap

Ang isip mo ay lito
Ang puso mo ay gulo
Yayakapin ka
Hahagkan ka

At ako sa iyo ay mangungusap
Ang puso mo ay hindi na mangungulila.

Sana nakilala ka sa panahong walang tigil ang
pagbuhos ng ulan
At naghahari ang karimlan sa galit na langit

Makikita kitang naglalaro sa ulan
Lumuluha.
Ang sabi mo ay pagod na ang puso
At damdamin mo ay manhid na.
Ikaw ay sasamahan at sa puno'y sisilong
At ako sa iyo ay mangungusap
Makakalimot din ang puso at muling
magmamahal.

Sana ay marinig ng langit ang awit ng puso ko
Sana ay sumapit na ang tag-araw
Nang manumbalik ang sigla sa puso
Muli ay magpaparaya
Muli ay iibig

At nawa ay matapos na ang unos at ang ulan
Sapagkat pagod na rin ang puso
na lumuluha
at umaasa

Dahil ang puso mo ay ari na ng iba.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Jologs mode.hehe.I like this song.
Makita Kang Muli
ARTIST
Sugarfree
ALBUM
Panday [2005]
COMPOSER
Jimmy Antiporda
INTRO
Hoo woh woh woh
Hoh woh woh woh
Bawat sandali ng aking buhay
Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
Sa'n man mapadpad ng hangin
Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin
REFRAIN 1
Pangako natin sa Maykapal
Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
Maghintay
CHORUS
Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, ako'y darating
'Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo nang buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin makita kang muli
Makita kang muli
Puso'y nagdurusa, nangungulilaIniisip ka 'pag nag-iisa
Inaalala mga sandaliNang tayo ay magkapiling
REFRAIN 2
Ikaw ang gabay sa akin tuwina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw
[Repeat CHORUS]
Makita kang muli

Sunday, November 20, 2005

random thoughts

I dunno why I am starting to feel lazy going to work these days.Must be because of the cold weather.Angsarap matulog ng mga panahong ito.I have consumed all my remaining sick leaves and planning to file vacation leave this December.
Lapit na December.I am excited for the Holiday season.I am looking forward to be with my family and some friends, for reunion.At siyempre ngayon pa lang kailangan magipon na at maghanda na ng list ng bibigyan ng gifts which is is really hard.Of course kailangan mong isipin kung magugustuhan ba ng bibigyan mo yung gift mo.So kailangan talaga planado.=)
And of course malapit na rin ang birthday ko.I am a yeard older.huhu.Sana hindi lang ako nagmature in terms of age, but I do hope that I become wiser and better person.
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I got the chance to see HP4:Goblet of Fire.Fantastic movie I must say, cinematography, special effects and fine actors.It's a good thing that I read the book first before seeing the movie.Angdaming kulang kasi na hindi na pinakita sa movie.According to Ferdie's trivia, originally mike Newell planned of adapting the book into two several films, pero siyempre they have to consider the budget.kaya pinilit daw bang pagkasyahin sa isang movie lang ang lahat?hehe.Pero ok lang.Overall its a good movie.
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I am planning to take up short term courses on programming and networking this December.Para in case magresign ako next year, makapagapply naman ako ng ibang work at hindi na sa call center.My friend cliaire who is already at accenture working as a software Eng'r is encouraging me to apply.pero ayoko namang sumabak ng hindi ako handa.Angtagal na kasing nabakasyon ng utak ko.
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Sobrang haba na ng buhok ko ngayon.kahit hindi na uso ang F4 look, I don't care.At least nagawa ko na 'yung gusto ko na magpahaba ng buhok.Kaya lang ang gastos nito sa conditioner at hot oil.Ang hirap pala magmaintain ng mahabang buhok.
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Ang dami kong namimiss na tao ngayon.Ako kaya namimiss nila?hehe.Sensya na senti mode lang po.kailangan ko lang cgurong magbusy busyhan uli sa work para madivert yung attention ko.kasi kapag wala akong ginagawa, inaatake ako ng pagsesenti at kung minsan pa nga umaabot sa depression.
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Lemme check my friends' blog.I hope their blogs were updated.I wonder how they are doing.=)

Monday, November 14, 2005

Sunday, November 13, 2005

A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine =)

Last song syndrome hehe

Ever After
By: Bonnie Bailey

Three years ago, our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshineEmotions, volcanic eruptions
We both still care, so we're still alive

Tunnel vision, determinationI want you, I want to make it right
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you