Sunday, September 05, 2004

My training for Teletech will be tomorrow.It will start by 4pm and ends by 12am.I dunno, maybe I really miss working that's why I am looking forward on this.New people, new environment,I am really excited about it.I must say that I am nervous thinking about the tests I have to pass to be a legitimate employee.It's so funny, u know that feeling when you just have your first job, that's the same feeling I have right now. I may have the experience in call center already(local call ctr) but this time its international so I'm not that confident with my communication skills,I suck on it.Well, maybe I feel like this because I failed in Etelecare a yr ago when I had my training there.But after that traumatic experience I always wanted to improve myself.Whatever happens, I will do my best just like what I did when I trained in Vertex.I know this time it will not be that easy but nothing is impossible when you put your heart on what you are doing coupled with perseverance and determination.I hope that I will enjoy what I will be doing in Teletech,enjoy the company of new people, learn a lot each day,develop myself in all aspects.I really want to stay in this company for long.If its God' will, I know everything is possible.
I hope I will still be able to blog eventhough I will be busy already with my job.I will ready miss this.


i watched the newest gay oriented show in gma 7, which premiered tonight-"out",that's the name of the is in to be out, the show's battlecry. i'm so glad that finally we have a show like this in tv.i know those conservative who are not yet ready to embrace or to accept this kind of lifestyle will soon criticize this show.the premier episode is not that fabulous but I am looking forward for their upcoming episodes.I just like that segment where they interviewed gay icon celia rodriguez and also those testimonial part at the beginning of the show.Why those three host, JM,Avi and Jigs decided to finally come out.I heard that one original host from a prominent showbiz family backed out and was replaced by this broadcast journalist JM Cabarubias.I really admire JM it was so brave of him to finally admit that he is gay.I dunno maybe my gaydar failed again but I never thought he is .Until I watched his revelation on tv.I admire this guy more for doing that.Admitting to the whole world that your gay is not easy.I also like the other guy co-host, JigsAnd that lesbian girl,Avi,she's one hot momma.So there, I know Filipinos are not yet ready for a show like this but I believe this will help a lot in letting a lot of people know that bisexuals, gays and lesbians have a place in this society,

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Gimme a break

i dunno how am I gonna tell this guy w/out sounding mean that i dont like talking to him anymore. You see, I am honest when I told him that I am not looking for a partner or a friend as of this time.But it seems like he didn't get what I mean when I said that.(I dont want to talk to anybody right now) I am happy and contented in this world of mine, alone but not lonely,single but happy.hehe.I don't actually know him, he was introduced by Kyle this guy from BlueBoys and then he keep on calling me already.Like everynight, not just everynight but three times a day.If he wants SEB, I 'm sorry I'm too tired for that, If he wants realtionship,I don't think he will like me if he will see me,I'm a major nightmare of every eyeball.Yes I think I'm wasting my time talking to him.I hope he would realized that.Well, I know he' s not that boring,I am the boring one.But major turned off: hes kinda full of air that everytime I talk to him I feel like I'm suffocating and I wanna faint.He keeps on talking about how good looking he is.I don't care if he's a Brad Pitt or whoever he think he is.All I know is that I'm just settled in this world of mine, I am not looking for anybody at this time.I hope he soon would realized that.So pls stop calling me, if u are reading this,your just wasting ur time on me,I tell u.
Work will start on Monday.By Tuesday , sis will leave for China.I don't have money already.Plus more zits came out of my fucking face.I paid for our Meralco bill,electricity was cut off this afternoon since bill is overdue.I told my sister that I might stay in a boarding house bec I dont think it will still be able to travel from Bulacan to Pasay everyday.I am actually borrowing money from her that I'll be using as my allowance for next wk.Shame on me, I know I owe my sister a lot, I promise to myself that I'll treat her on my first salary.I will do that, promise.I really think its time for me to be independent now.Not totally independent cause I got used being with my mom and I know I will really miss her.But I think I need some growing up,I know nanay will not be always around,so eventhough I think it will be really hard, I have no choice,boy,I'm already 22 and there's so much to learn and life.So, I'll go out of my shell then fuck all night.hehe.